Sunday, March 25, 2007

romance consultant :)

Romance Consultant-Dr. Vanessa Quek....omg...it's like gonna be so so so cool....hehez

alright...u may be laughing ur heads out abt my latest 'fantasy'...but i came to realise tat all the desperado times i had over the crave for relationships/steads were stupid...probably i didnt wan to be IN a relationship after all...i prefer to DEAL with relationships...it's not as tiring or heart-breaking when involved...it's more like a third party kinda view...hmmzz

maybe it's new ability tat i discovered i possessed...i can understand one's character somehow thru their conversation or behaviour...may not be tat accurate but at least 50%...my tuition student once mentioned tat i knew her very well...so i was kinda shocked...i didnt know i was an analytical person...wahahaz...but i only analyse things tat i'm interested...hahaz...i shld juz take up psychology...but izzit juz basic assumptions or basic knowledge tat ppl ought to know?

aiyah...young ppl at our age often face relationship problems...i mean like almost everybody around me are at different steps of a relationship...it's like a love battlefield...some are juz starting to pull out their swords, some are already fighting like siao...some are even injured or killed...so here i am...taking the role of a strategist (hehe)...no chance to take part but yet can help in one way or another...no practical experience but strong theory background...haiz...juz one word can sum up all the mixed feelings tat had been thrown into a relationship...COMPLICATED....loh...

i think i shld juz resume back to my 'research' (my virtual world of manga, books, dramas :P )

celebrated hui's bdae on tues with tracy & bin (S.H.I.T reunites!) at katong shopping mall ktv...really happy to see them cos it's been long since we actually hang out...the ktv we went was kinda isolated...but overall...their songs are rather updated...price is reasonable...so we found new place to sing our hearts out besides kbox...tracy's voice is very soothing...she's got the 'american slang' voice...so her english songs are superb! bin's voice is very clear & sweet as usual...chinese songs are her forte...hui's voice are more at the base range...unique & special...i like when she sings 'Happy Bdae' by Wen Lan....hehez...

guess wat...i signed up for facial treatment (it's ex lah!)...something tat i didnt expect myself to do...but probably i wanna 'save' my face from 'destruction' or i'm simply tempted....i mean who dun wan to be presentable...so i wanna 'fix' my face...before i 'fix' my body...haiz...as if i'm going extreme makeover...wahahaz...but seriously, spending money can motivate me to put in effort so it'll not be a waste! argh! it's hard...it's really hard...who can put a stop to my agony! wahahah

sooo looking forward for the coming week...cos got loads of programmes! mon got hui's bdae (again! hehez) celebration with ong & shawn! tues got horror movie date with my female colleagues! wed got facial appt...thurs-sun: genting cameron trip! hmmz...fun fun fun! yeah!

tat's it at 11:09 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

decision time

yikes...i'm behind time...supposed to blog last week but was too busy & tired wif all sorts of stuff...so i dragged until today...but i guess no one really bother abt my posts except myself...(can see from pathetic tagboard...wahahaz!)

the beginning of march 07 was like a tornado...first hit was the major stepping stone of my whole future...the release of 'A' Levels results (here i go again!)...i did exceptionally well (according to my standard lahz...) way out of my expectation...so i was VERY happy & finally got a chance in my whole life to cry over results with tears of JOY...(past few times were sorrowful...) but it seemed unreal tat i even doubt if the name of the result slip was mine...i call my bro to hit me so to prove tat i'm not dreaming...i even went to check the slip every night (for 5 days) to see if the grades will 'morph' into reality grades...u shld see my prelim results...no one can believe lahz...it's like a miracle indeed or shld i say...my hard wrk finally paid off at tis pt of time....

getting acceptable results wasnt tat great after all...cos ur choices of courses in uni become wider...tat's my second hit...to make decision on which course to embark on & make a living out of it...ahhhh...i've been thinking & thinking & thinking for the past few weeks & i'm still hesitant & a teeny bit unsure...last time...i thought my final grades wld juz limit my choices & i wld be able to make a decision quick cos my ultimate goal is juz go uni regardless of any course cos i practically got ability to develop interest...but now...i'm spoilt with choices...so it's harder to make a wise choice tat i wont regret...ppl kept telling me to choose my interest but i find career prospects are impt...& unfortunately for me...my interest doesnt give me good broad career paths...really envy those ppl who had already made their satisfying decision...ok i'm simply fickle-minded....hmmm...so folks...do u think i shld choose science? business? or media studies? pls give comments while considering if my character & possible capabilites can fit in which areas...

3rd hit was really a hit...hahaz...experienced the tremors from sumatra earthquake for the 1st time...i was at the office wrking when i thought i went giddy...but i realised my table & chair are shaking...& i felt the tremors twice...the whole company evacuated the building for a while before resuming wrk...though it's scary but it's actually quite exciting for me lahz...a kinda excitement in my mundane life...

celebrated shawn's bdae last week with a mini surprise...i was rather shocked to learn tat shawn actually thought we forgot his bdae...hui's acting is superb tat she got shawn tricked...hahaz...but we did enjoy ourselves at the cafe in kovan cos the food is damn nice...of cos thanx to shawn for giving us a treat...feel kinda bad since he's still the bdae boy...glad tat he likes the gift though i dun think he like the cake...hah...

went to NTU & NUS open house last sat wif syl, zj & frens...ntu was the first stop...i like their funky & 'less rigid' kinda style for their open house...their talks are much clearer & detailed...nus was the last stop...their campus is really nice...though the talks are almost the same...but i like tat exhibition booths for enquiries...the ppl in both uni are very nice too...arh...thought i wld be able to decide better after going the open houses...but it made me even more confused...cos it got me interested in courses tat i nvr consider...so i'm so dead cos gonna make a decision b4 end of march....later a bunch of us went to zj's wrking place to have dinner...yeah..got to eat my fav unagi (eel in jap) ! the food is not bad & price is reasonable...& got food on the house...hahaz...thanx to zj's presence...overall i enjoyed myself tat day hanging out with frens...

hmmm...my wrking life resumes...& i felt tat my wrk load is increasing...leading to fatigue...& i began to lose the spunk & spirit & interest in wrking initally...but i'm still surviving cos i think i made many good frens aka colleagues...hehez...they treated me well & i'll really miss them when i have to go...probably i need to wrk for another 1 mth plus...hehez...i didnt realise i wrked for 2 mths plus liaoz...hehez...

busy yet fulfilling....

tat's it at 6:25 AM

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